Monday, March 17, 2008

Scream Out Loud

Last night I was incredibly exhausted and just good ol' stressed out.
And sitting in zal after most guys had already left, I wondered: when was the last time I screamed out loud as loud as I could, with all my heart and all my soul (that is a little joke, you've got to read some earlier posts), like one long aggravated: ARRRRGGHHH?
My chevrusa told me I should just go ahead, even though there were still two other bochurim in zal learning (this was about.... 10:40 PM, maybe?)
But my clear-headedness (Which I highly doubt is actually a word) of course came in to ruin the party, and I realized it would be silly. I'm almost 20. You do that when you are seven. Right?